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Big Steps

So, I finally decided to speak with a therapist.
How entertaining this shall be!
Yet, I wonder, with this clear the demons from my
mind, or merely anger them further?
I'm not one for opening up.
But, I suppose for the sake of my sanity ha I will do
what I can.

Posted by Stargazer18 at 18:32 on November 8th, 2012 at 6:32PM
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Throwing In The Towl:

I am going to yet again begin my walk to recovery. This time, I intend for it to be perminant. I will do it for Sam, because in all reality, cutting does not make me happy, it makes me void. She makes me happy. I want her to know that I can be strong and overcome this addiction. That she does make a difference in my life, and I will turn around for her, I don't want to upset her. She may say she just wants me to be happy but that in itself has the 'but it upsets me' scratched into the seams. I will no longer upset her; nor my family. I will and can do this. I have done it before. People have done it before. It will be a damn good struggle, but not one I cannot defeat. This is for you my love. I am putting the blade down once and for all.

Posted by Stargazer18 at 01:47 on August 1st, 2012 at 1:47AM
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Reflectons:

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Posted by Stargazer18 at 22:56 on July 30th, 2012 at 10:56PM
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A Few New Songs

Posted by Stargazer18 at 19:12 on July 29th, 2012 at 7:12PM
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1-2 of 2 Blogs

Big Steps, posted November 8th, 2012

Throwing In The Towl:, posted August 1st, 2012

Reflectons:, posted July 30th, 2012

A Few New Songs, posted July 29th, 2012